pretty funny how id start my first post here,, gudluck,, im here now in Cavite with my friends,, and im fuming with feelings i just cant explain,, yeah yeah i know im weird,, i know im not supposed to be here,, my friends are to get milk form moms and from cows for their medical research,, and me? look out,, hehe,, im here to bug them off and to share moments with them,, bad girl puchie,, i said no to a task given by our research leader to join my friends,, well,, people sometimes do bad things,, not really bad because i already said yes to my friends and besides, the task is impossible,,
know how sometimes people get to be so irritating and you just wanna box them off? hell, im not in any position to give out comments of other people’s problem but sometimes i just can’t help it..
naiinis ako. literal.
oh eto pa,,
i’m missing someone that im not supposed to miss,, u know how hard that is??? ur like a jerk who keeps on thinking about that person knowing that, that person isn’t even thinking of you right now,, another hell,, it’s worse than being toxic at school…
yeah im with my friends now but the feeling of screaming inside====== attacks again..
how can you forget someone in the middle of vulnerability and passion? weird eh? it is.. 2 am and energy is high,, signs of sleep is no where in sight,,
eto funny,, d ko to notebook so iv got to cut this short,, na sha shy na ko eh,, hahaha,,
bad start here, i know.
My first ever entry was filled with hate. Wala lang. I think for people like us… blogs are the only instrument to be able to release these feelings.
Screaming inside. I need you to help me understand my feelings as well. I’m not suppose to feel this way. I don’t want to feel this way. Nakakalito. Nakakainis. Too much for me to handle lalo na I feel wala naman mapupuntahan ang ganitong feeling. Ayoko na ientertain yung feelings pero putcha, aatakihin na ko sa puso. And I think, he’s also not thinking of me the way I’m thinking of him.
“how can you forget someone in the middle of vulnerability and passion”
– hmmm. quotable.