loser. Have you ever felt that at some point in your life?

Who’s gonna take you home? Who’s gonna cradle you to sleep. Who’s gonna hug you when you are scared? Who will be there when you want to eat cloud-9 bars when you’re sad? Who will understand you?

That person will be the last person that will ever hurt me. That person will be the last person to kick the hell out of me.

Knew the signs
Wasn’t right
I was stupid for a while
Swept away by you
And now I feel like a fool

So confused, my heart’s bruised
Was I ever loved by you

Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach, couldn’t see
We were never meant to be

Catch myself from despair
I could drown if I stay here
Keeping busy every day
I know I will be OK

But I was
So confused, my heart’s bruised
Was I ever loved by you

Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach, couldn’t see
We were never meant to be

So much hurt, so much pain
Takes a while to regain what is lost inside
And I hope that in time, you’ll be out of my mind
And I’ll be over you

But now I’m
So confused, my heart’s bruised
Was I ever loved by you

Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach, couldn’t see
We were never meant to be

Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
In my reach, I can see
There’s a life out there for me

i’m broken. and i need help.