.wHateVer it taKes.











{January 31, 2008}   usually.

usually. usual. most likely. definite. certainly not but most probably. probably not but most definitely.

crossroad. another crossroad.

i just want to stand in two places at a time now. as in now.  as in really now. 

sitting here. just sitting here. and i’m still here.

another non-sense from me.

That’s how my mind works. That’s how i think. And that’s how my life runs. I think i’m the most problematic medical student right now. Instead of reviewing for my biochemstry shifting exam, I’m here wandering, staring blank and listening to the pleasant sound of the construction workers outside banging walls and throwing bricks.

You know the film, You’ve got mail? i think i’v watched that for more than 50 times and I just can’t seem to get a hang of it.  Wouldn’t it be nice if you met someone and fall in love without meeting that person?

“Bakit ambagal?”  Is she referring to me? or to the notebook she is using? Ambagal na ng utak ko. Ako ata ang mabagal. Tx: another apck of life support. VOgue.

I think I’m gonna die tonight.

I want white roses and black balloons.



cathycardia says:

“Wouldn’t it be nice if you met someone and fall in love without meeting that person?”

– Have you watched or read Message in a Bottle? It’s a bit tragic but it has the same context
– And it’s pretty amazing how you get attracted to a person because you can feel he’s really wonderful from the inside. Attracted. Vs. Falling IN love. Vs. Loving. Word play. Think of complications.

BETTER STOP THIS. I’m not making a comment. I’m talking about myself.



dispersive says:

haha.. sometimes u wouldn’t want to feel love anymore because of all these complications. but love is love. whether you like it or not, it will haunt you until you get hurt again.

sis i think i found him/



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